Reflection

[Hook / Chorus] Smoking on that Mary Jane — on a daily basis Cover up the pain, gonna try to erase this Lost the love of my life, now I'm barely in stasis Don’t let them see the pain — gotta be tenacious Looking in the mirror — at my own reflection Trying to remold my self-misconception Lost and looking out — for the right direction Trying to break free — from my own conception Conception, in my mind everything was just fine Broken and bruised but I still struggled to shine Cruising on down this road for the hundredth time It used to be beautiful when we were in our prime Responding to every curve — natural reaction Still gotta keep focus, can’t afford distraction The road stretches on as far as my eyes can see This time on the road is when I truly feel free Eyes feeling heavy — gotta make the next location Can’t stay stuck on her, worry ’bout my own migration How many miles do I have left, how many have I gone Started in Denver, gotta make Nevada before done See the glow of the city up ahead Time to get checked in — hope I get to bed Spark another bowl — forget what they said Was gonna lay down, instead I'm lost in my head [Hook / Chorus] Smoking on that Mary Jane — on a daily basis Cover up the pain, gonna try to erase this Lost the love of my life, now I'm barely in stasis Don’t let them see the pain — gotta be tenacious Looking in the mirror — at my own reflection Trying to remold my self-misconception Lost and looking out — for the right direction Trying to break free — from my own conception Deception, isn’t that what got us here in the first place Took more than I could chew, now I can barely save face I know it’s all me, I lost track of what’s real But how can you be real when you forgot how to feel Don’t lose track of time, still got ground to cover Get up and get ready — don’t reminisce a lover Gotta get there, get unloaded — setup’s just the start The busier I am, the less I feel this bleeding heart Life feels like driving up a mountain in a car The distance feels long, but you ain’t gone far Then the road loops back — realization hits All that time moving, you’ve barely risen a bit Always look forward — but remember where you’ve been Don’t get lost in fighting battles within Spark up the J, pass to myself again Damn, almost out of weed — time to begin [Hook / Chorus] Smoking on that Mary Jane — on a daily basis Cover up the pain, gonna try to erase this Lost the love of my life, now I'm barely in stasis Don’t let them see the pain — gotta be tenacious Looking in the mirror — at my own reflection Trying to remold my self-misconception Lost and looking out — for the right direction Trying to break free — from my own conception Correction, that’s not even me that I see anymore All traces of that me went with her out the door There’s still an emptiness I can’t ignore Gotta keep my head up — see what life has in store Everything’s unloaded, set up on the sales floor Get focused, get ready — no time to explore Can’t worry ’bout being sore — customers pour Gotta earn that score, keep working for more It’s time to commit — this shit’s getting lit Gotta keep your wit with these flows that I spit If you ain’t got the grit — maybe call it quits Sometimes you gotta admit — sometimes you must split Days going fast — time for a smoke, ain’t it Finally got away, don’t forget the kit Grab the penjamin — take another hit It’s empty… guess it’s finally time to quit [Hook / Chorus] Smoking on that Mary Jane — on a daily basis Cover up the pain, gonna try to erase this Lost the love of my life, now I'm barely in stasis Don’t let them see the pain — gotta be tenacious Looking in the mirror — at my own reflection Trying to remold my self-misconception Lost and looking out — for the right direction Trying to break free — from my own conception